Temple Jeremiah

 

Jeremiah Gems- Jerry Lidsky

Where I am…. is not…. who I am.

How I got here…… That is me…… Hineini….I am here .

In our daily lives, owning and taking responsibility for what we say, and what we do, allows us the opportunity to engage and cope with the anxiety created by our impulsive words and misguided deeds.

Because we are free- willed human beings, we bring upon ourselves, at times, embarrassment and shame; embarrassed by what we may have said, ashamed by what we may have done.

When we own our own words and our own deeds, without blaming others, we can, perhaps, become empowered to confront and challenge our own actions. The courage and discipline needed to initiate change, can become overwhelming. Many of us would like help, but the anticipated pain of disclosure is often, too great; we become diminished by our own deeds.

Judaism empathically offers- through study, prayer, ritual, repentance and/or, acts of loving kindness- the power to humble oneself, in the face of one’s fears, anger, resentment, and/or arrogance. The choice to allow spirituality in, becomes a way for us to initiate change.

We have the wisdom of Torah and the guidance of ritual to show us a way, but equally important, is the companionship of our Synagogue family, who come together during these “Days of Awe” in the ritual of “The Service”- a time when we take the control, to manage time, and time is paused, so as not to manage us – a time when we stand up together, to acknowledge our miss-takes, and express collectively our desire to have a second chance, a “do-over”, so that we may be able to return to a place of , “at-one- ment” with ourselves and the world around us.

The spirituality of the “High Holidays” can bring a revelation to our senses. A moment of introspective awe can enable us to change the outcome of the wounds we have inflicted on ourselves as well as the wounds we have delivered to the world. The sacred grace of the service can bring healing, strength and courage to us all.

May the House of Israel be blessed with peace and each of us find contentment and strength in where we have chosen to stand and say, “I am here”.

L’shanah Tova

Dina Bauwens

About Dina Bauwens

Dina moved to Highland Park from San Francisco with her husband Randy in 2017. She is very excited to join the Temple Jeremiah family! Dina received a double Bachelors in Communication and Religious Studies from UC Santa Barbara. She went on to hold a number of professional and volunteer positions in the Jewish and general non-profit community, including the Director of the Women’s Division of the SF Jewish Federation, Development Manager at the Oshman Family JCC, and Program Manager of the Hillel of Orange Counties. She was a Wexner Fellow finalist, a participant in the Professional Leaders Project (PLP), a board member of the Junior League of San Francisco, and staffed Birthright. When Dina and Randy aren’t working (he’s the Assistant General Manager at Exmoor Country Club) they love cooking and eating out, traveling, and going to baseball games. She is looking forward to bringing her passion and experience to the Jeremiah community in her new role.
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